Lick it.

If you could lick my heart, it would poison you.

In the bible, it says that God hardened Pharaoh's heart.
God hardened his heart. That's what is says.
The bible also says that God killed Job's family.
Not that he let Satan kill them. It says God killed them.
Oh the things they don't preach about in church.

If I believe this God is in complete control of everything, then I am also accepting that he allowed things to get this way. I am sick of people using christian means to dump garbage on others.

I don't want to feel bitter. But when I don't feel bitter, I feel broken.

let go. let go. let go. let go. let in. in. soon.
I must go through pain-not around it.

Forgiveness and trust are different.